The Left Side

I feel like I have a hangover, but didn’t have the fun of enjoying the alcohol!

I must have slept a LONG time on the left side of my face and head overnight, I woke up feeling quite horrible with head, ear, and neck pain. I had been doing so good that I removed the pillows I placed behind my back to keep me from rolling over on that side. I guess that was a no-no.

Bone Flap GraphicSo, if you have had one of these (graphic on left)…even 4 weeks after the procedure, don’t sleep on it yet!

I felt better after breakfast and needed to get to the bank to deposit some checks, so I asked Dave to drive me there. We had one more stop afterwards, so I drove from the bank to there. It was a short drive with not much traffic, but it was a start. My eyes and head ached so I knew I had to stop and Dave continued drive back home.

Called my mom when we got home, ate lunch and crashed on the couch. Head and eyes not feeling good….like I have a hangover…wish that’s what it was. Time for pain pills!

I Hear You Knocking…

Well, that was new, but not unexpected. I was doing my walking in the house this morning and started hearing a ticking. After ruling out everything else, even removing my glasses thinking it was coming from there, I realized it was my head….or bone flap…or….

It was definitely coming from there and wasn’t a real consistent sound, but I noticed it. I had been warned I might have strange popping or ticking sounds coming from the bone area, but this is the first time I have heard it. Very odd. Perhaps the swelling has gone down enough for some things to be shifting when I move. Not sure.

My head has been aching and itching a little the last couple of days. I could not keep my eyes open yesterday and basically didn’t do anything.

I’m starting to make plans to go back to work on a part-time basis at first, see how that goes, and hope to be back at work full-time by March 17th. We’ll see how that goes. I haven’t driven yet, so I need to get that done. At least it is staying lighter later and won’t be dark when I leave work at 4:30.

Until then, Dave, Lexie, and Smokey are taking care of me and keeping me entertained.


Smokey helping me.

Four-Week Checkup

My four-week checkup was greeted by the aftermath of a good old fashioned Nor’easter snow storm. Thankfully, it was an overnight storm and the roads weren’t too bad, so the hour or so drive was uneventful.

We met first with Ellen, one of the nurse practitioners at the practice who I had met while in the hospital. I barely remember her, but I do. I may have been in bad shape when she stopped by. LOL She was great though and answered some of the physical questions I had about where things were placed as far as the bone flap that was removed and how things were effected by the incision. She said the incision itself looked great.

However, as she was describing things, she did a lot of poking and prodding on my head and it was uncomfortable. My head hasn’t been touched that much since the day of the surgery I think, so I certainly felt that later in the day.

Then we met with Dr. Ecker and he was pleased with how the surgery went and how the incision looked. There were no issues with the procedure and he indicated if he could script a general clipping procedure that was easy and basic, mine would have been it. The aneurysm presented in an easily accessible way for the clipping and he was able to position the clipping in an optimal position. Glad I was able to accommodate! 🙂

He was still stumped as to why I had such horrible back pain afterwards though. At this point, I don’t care about the cause because it’s gone, but it sure was awful while it was happening.

Unfortunately, he did not have the images downloaded of the procedure to show me. Dave and I were very disappointed with that. He did show me another patient’s scans of the hardware used to secure the bone fragment in place and the general size of the bone flap.

I was trying to find out the size and location of the where the bone was removed. Not sure I really got that direct answer, but that’s okay. It’s healing well. That’s all I really care about.

Dr. Ecker said he used a 6mm clip on the aneurysm so that would indicate the size of the aneurysm was around 4-5mm. He also used some different wording to describe what the aneurysm had morphed into at the time of the surgery. It went from the top of the annie being “thin and fragile” to him saying it had developed a “ratty looking tip” and that it most certainly would have ruptured. Again…I dodged a bullet and certainly hearing it said out loud almost brought me to tears. I have to thank Jenny and Mom for talking me into going ahead and proceeding with the scheduled surgery after the death of my sister Rhonda….it may have just saved my life. The fact it reshaped itself from my last scan in April proved it was active and probably going through another catalog season and another death in my family made it “ratty”. How could it not?

I’m reminded after both discussions with Ellen and Dr. Ecker that a LOT of muscle, tissues, nerves, and bone has to heal and it takes a lot of time to do so – not to mention the section of brain that needs to heal. There were also brackets attached to my head during the surgery to keep my head completely static still during the procedure and those screws created some of the small indents/bumps in my head that need to heal too. They caused some of the odd black and blue marks I had on my head immediately after the surgery.

So, the prognosis today is that I still need to take it easy and ease my way into more daily activities and work when I feel able to. I’m doing well and I’m VERY lucky. Thank you Dr. Ecker and Dr. Florman…and the hands of God.

Those Funny Feelings

Not that I had any plans on Tuesday, but it was a bust anyway. Monday wiped me out. Laid on the couch all day. I did make a sudo-supper, then could no longer function so I went to bed at 5:30 p.m.

Thankfully, I did fall asleep and had a good five hour nap…then was up for a few hours around midnite. Sleep settled in though, so it was a good night’s rest.

I’m still sleeping only on my right side. It’s not that the left side of my head or face hurts when I rest on it, but there is some discomfort and it still just doesn’t feel “good”. When I then turnover, I have to let my brain “settle”. LOL I don’t expect anyone other than another survivor to understand what that means.

Today (Wed) was better and I had more energy. I ate a very early breakfast, did 15-20 minutes of walking inside then rested. Saw the bird feeders were empty so Dave allowed me to go outside by myself to fill them. That took more out of me than I was expecting. Damn…..I can do one thing, but not two apparently?

My 53 stitches feel like they’re almost dissolved, or whatever they’re supposed to do. The incision is smoother now and the hair is growing back slowly but surely. A tad itchy at times, but not too bad. There are feelings and sensations on my forehead and scalp that are just still so freaky. There is a lot of numbness still. Dave kissed the back of my head before he left the house the other day and even though I knew he did it, I couldn’t feel it. LOL Just odd.

It’s fun to have the Olympics to watch too, because daytime television sucks! 🙂